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‘I Do Not Know How to Unclench Rage-Tight Teeth’

What will it take for Christ to be born in us when we have sighs too deep for words?
Illustration by Michael George Haddad

When I was in labor with my third child, my older sister was bewildered by my pain. As I walked the hall of our two-story row house in southwest Philadelphia, seeking moments of comfort between birth pool and bed, couch and floor, she said to me, “But, you’ve already done this before. Why is it so hard?”

“I haven’t birthed this baby!” I cried out to her. Then I settled into a deep silence, preparing myself for the next wave, the next earth-shaking moan.

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